Love Up to the Stars!

Monday, February 02, 2009

* something to say *

Today I just felt like I wanted to disappear...a terrible gloom...a dark depression...swept over me all through the weekend and today. I'd find myself crying one minute, and wiping the tears away the next. I've just reached that point where I'm totally spent. I feel I got nothing more to give: not to my family, not to my job, not to my schoolwork, not to anybody or anything. I'm emotionally, mentally, and physically exhausted. I'm overwhelmed at what the next 3 months hold (2 classes, 10 hour work days, stress, stress and more stress!)....I feel like every day it's time to get up and be miserable all over again....i was thinking of and relating to this song by Matthew West (well I can relate to everything but 7:32 a.m.....I wish I got to sleep till then......it's more like that's when I need to be at work!):

Something to Say ~ Matthew West

Wake up, 7:32 AM
Can’t believe it’s time to do it over again
Yesterday, it took all that you had
And you’re wonderin’ if you’ll ever get it back
But the whole wide world is waiting for
Waiting for you to step out that door
Come on and let your life be heard today

You got something to say
If you’re livin’, if you’re breathin’
You got something to say
And you know if your heart is beatin’
You got something to say
And no one can say it like you do
God is love and love speaks through
You got it, you got it
You got something to say

Yeah, yeah
Something to say
Yeah, oh

Listen up, I got a question here
Would anybody miss you if you disappeared?
Well your life is the song that you sing
And the whole wide world is listening
Well the answer to the question is
You were created, your life is a gift and
The lights are shining on you today, ‘cause

You got something to say
If you’re livin’, if you’re breathin’
You got something to say
And you know if your heart is beatin’
You got something to say
And no one can say it like you do
God is love and love speaks through
You got it, you got it
You got something to say

Yeah
You got something to say
Come on, come on, yeah

Sing na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Na na na na na, yeah

Listen up, I got a question here
Would anybody miss you if you disappeared?
Well your life is the song that you sing
And the whole wide world is listening

Oh

You got something to say
And no one can say it like you do
God is love and love speaks through
You got it, you got it
You got something to say

Yeah
Something to say
Come on, come on, yeah

And the world is listening now
And the lights are shining down
Shining down on you today,
‘causeYou got something to say

So just say it

***So I guess I need to hang in there, huh?

sent to the stars at 9:22 PM

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